G.E.N.D.U.T

Tau gak apa aja yang udah gw makan hari ini?
B A N Y A K
sampe gw ga inget apa aja yang udah gw makan,
saking banyaknya...

though I avoid rice, I still eat bread, corns, and another carbs which can make me fatter and fatter each day .
:(
I don't know how to prevent my unusual eating habit.
I really wanna stop, but I can't!
when I swallow my dishes I can take a rest for a while and feel there's no burden in my life.
I feel heaven really comes to the earth.
But after that, I feel so much guilty.
I'm not bulimic , I never vomit after eating ( that's why I can't be thin )
but I really feel GUILTY.

I often say to myself:
"WHY DID I EAT THOSE RUBBISH?"

" girls don't eat that much! "

But still,
I CAN'T STOP EATING!

Finally, when my gulty feeling overwhelms, I feel ugly after all.

baru

heioow.
blog baru?
sebenernya engga juga..
gw cuma mau menindak lanjuti blog lama gw di Friendster yang semakin lama semakin lemot karena udah kebanyakan postingan.
Well, blog baru ini juga menandai awal kehidupan baru gw sebagai anak kuliah *haha..*
Maklum baru lulus SMA , baru lepas dari seragam putih abu-abu apek dan seragam2 formal lainnya.
Oke,daripada banyak cing-cong, sekarang mari simpan kisah2 SMA gw yang mengharu-biru itu dalam kotak dan sambutlah..
ANASTASIA RATNA WAHYU WIJAYANTI
-calon mahasiswa SAPPK ITB 2008 -

*btw,ada yang bisa ngajarin bikin template blog ga? pemula nih..